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         意映卿卿如晤:
      
      吾今以此书与汝永别矣!吾作此书时,尚为世中一人,汝看此书时,吾已成为阴间一鬼。吾作此书,泪珠和笔墨齐下,不能竟书而欲搁笔。又恐汝不察吾衷,谓吾忍舍汝而死,谓吾不知汝之不欲吾死也,故遂忍悲为汝言之。
      
      吾至爱汝,即此爱汝一念,使吾勇于就死也。吾自遇汝以来,常愿天表情人都成眷属。然遍地腥云,满街狼犬,称心快意,几家能够?司马青衫,吾不能学太上之忘情也。语云:仁者“老吾老以及人之老,幼吾幼以及人之幼”。吾充吾爱汝之心,助天下人爱其所爱,所以敢先汝而死,不顾汝也。汝体吾此心,于啼泣之余,亦以天下人为念,当亦乐牺牲吾身与汝身之福利,为天下人谋永福也。汝其勿悲!
      
      汝忆否?四五年前某夕,吾尝语曰:“与使吾先死也,无宁汝先吾而死”。汝初闻言而怒,后经吾婉解,虽不谓吾言为是,而亦无辞相答。吾之意,盖谓以汝之弱,必不能禁失吾之悲,吾先死留苦于汝,吾心不忍,故宁请汝先死,吾担悲也。嗟夫!谁知吾卒先汝。
      
      吾今日与汝无言矣。吾居九泉之下,遥闻汝哭声,当哭相和也。吾平日不信有鬼,今则又望其真有。今人又言心电感应有道,吾亦望其言是实。则吾之死,吾灵尚依旁汝也,汝不必以无侣悲。
      
      吾平生未尝以吾所志语汝,是吾不昨;然语之,又恐汝日日为吾担忧。吾牺牲百死而不辞,而使汝担忧,的的非吾所忍。吾爱汝至,所以为汝谋者惟恐未尽。汝幸而偶我,又何不幸而生今日之中国!吾幸而得汝,又可不幸而生今日之中国!卒不忍独之,吾今不能见汝矣!汝不能舍吾,其时时于梦中得乎?一恸!
     
         辛未三月念六夜四鼓,意洞手书。
         家中诸母皆通文,有不解处,望请其指教,当尽吾意为幸。

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    Lucy 宋wrote:
    看不懂。。。。。
    Oct. 28
    小西wrote:
    o(∩_∩)o...
    Oct. 19

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